Wed, 09/02/2009 - 7:13AM by jcxy
Shall be using onsugar for the time being, i think it looks quite pretty ^^
Prelims definitely suck, although its just a friggin' chinese paper, it took us whole 5 hours, 1.30 to 6plus. Supposedly wanted to go dinner with Lyn, but parents cooked steamboat at home, so no choice, i had to go home. I'm gonna start studying for End-Of-Year exams, gonna get my studying tools tomorrow. Tomorrow's also Wy's birthday, and we'll be treating her to Seoul Garden, financial crisis luhhhh ): Ohwell, what can we do about it?
Should i be happy you texted me, or should i be worried that i'm gonna fall for your trick again ?
Wed, 08/19/2009 - 6:28AM by jcxy
Lies
I hate it when people lie to me, i hate liars, thats probably something that i detest the most. I cannot stand it when people lie to me. If you know me well, you'll know, don't ever lie to me, cause thats what i hate most.
Don't ever lie to me, cause i'll never ever trust you ever again. I may not show it, but its impossible for me to fully trust you anymore.
Is it that tough to tell the truth ? Isn't it tiring having to think of lies?
Its just some random stuffs, not about me (:
Went over to C's house w H, S, J and S today. Studied, homed around 7 plus.
Now i'm so tired, and i'm aching all over , i'm gonna break into pieces soon ):
How can i get rid of my headaches!? D: they are giving me a tough time in school.
Mon, 08/17/2009 - 6:18AM by jcxy
I've been getting dizzy spells ): there's something really wrong.
Headaches totally spoil my mood in school too, but what can i do about it ?
So school was rather fine today, dnt time passed very quickly too, i was veryvery enthu today, i cut my dolphin into half -.-
Had test duing higher chinese, i think i'm gonna fail, its damn difficult D:
Headed to Renaldo's to eat first, then to Charlyn's house, supposed to study, and i didn't. Slacked and sleeped, homed around 6 plus. This friggin group of guys are so childish and disgrace please -.- gay shit.
I'm gonna wake up early, and go to school early tomorrow. I've been going to school right on the dot, and i don't like it. I rather go early :D so i'm gonna wake up at 5.30, which means i'm gonna sleep soon.
Goodnight! :D :D :D
Fri, 08/14/2009 - 3:24AM by jcxy
I am so so so tireddddddd. After posting, i'm probably off to bed :D yeah call me a pig for all you want. But remember this, its takes a uglier pig to call me a pig xD
School was rather fine i guess, rather short day today. Had Chinese Karaoke after school, some of them are awesome. LCS made a joke out of herself -.- she's so noisy! But she's funny, i would love her if she hadn't give me more than 7 pink papers and catching my attire everytime she sees me -.-
There's something veryveryvery wrong with me right now.
I didn't take breakfast and lunch today, went Blue Sea to eat around 3plus. Oh wait, my head was hurting like hell, i could have died. I couldn't finish what i ordered, felt damn bloated, giddy and nauseous. Whats wrong? I think i have some weird illness, i'm gonna die. Miss me if I'm gone ): The hydrochloric acid in my stomach is making me damn unwelllllll.
Happy hour tomorrow :D then Evelyn and co. will be coming over for a swim i guess. We're gonna have fun :D :D :D
The only problem is i'm broke like hell, how am i going to get money overnight? Thats a tough question :/
Thu, 08/13/2009 - 6:13AM by jcxy
I'm so tireddddd, oh wait that's not the main point. HAHAHA, okay, so-not-funny.
I skipped school today, cause i was way too tired i can't even open my eyes to type a msg -.- how more retarded can i get O:
I woke up around 10plus, lazed around then went out around 2plus to school to meet Janice and co. Headed over to tidbits first for drink and snacks (: Jh, remember our diet plan! :D
Went over to Simei w Janice for her to repair her phone, see i'm so nice, if i didn't go to school to meet them, she would have to go alone. Say i'm nice yo ^^
Happy hour this weekend, yayness :D i'm just worried i won't have enough monehhhh -.-
I have english homework to doooo D: and i don't look forward to Fowler's class, i don't really like him, he's weird.
I've been thinking why do i have so little tags, then i realised i'm the one not replying -.-
Reply to Jinhan: ownself go find la, i'm lazy :X
Tag moreeeeee xD
Okay, i need to get to my friggin' english homework, after that needa study and i still have to mop the floor D: Ohwelll.
My headache's are back, gosh. And i wanna see a brain specialist, what if i have brain tumour/ cancer or something scary Dx but i'm poor :X
P.s/ I LOVE MY RED EARPIECE (L)
And i've put the jerk right at the back of my head, and i'm never gonna be soft hearted anymore, he no longer matters (:
Mon, 08/10/2009 - 3:02AM by jcxy
My headache's gonna kill me really soon ):Y' know what, i've decided not to hate/dislike anyone from this point of time onwards.Why, you may ask. Reasons being:- by hating/disliking someone, you'll only make yourself feel worse
- angry because of what this person does
- whatever this person does seems bad to you, no matter what it is
Whats the point of hating/disliking someone, when in the end, you'll only make yourself more unhappy. So from now on, no matter what people do, i'll not hate or dislike that person. I'll just not talk to that person, as though that person is transparent, and whatever they do, don't hurt me AT ALL.
This song definite describes what's happening now :
You're Not Sorry - Taylor Swift
All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around
You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh
Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before
But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no, ohhh
You're not sorry no no ohhh
You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade
So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh
You're not sorry, no no ohhh
Its a very very nice song ^^
Mon, 08/10/2009 - 1:09AM by jcxy
I'm not gonna say out which jerk this is but, seriously i think you should just go fuck the wall and go to hell! Is it just something fucking wrong with your brain, or do you even fucking have a heart? I chose to believ you, no matter what people around me may say about you, I FUCKING CHOSE TO TRUST YOU. What turns out is, you're still fucking lying, lying as though its already part of your daily routine. You're gonna die without lying right? It takes more lies to freaking cover up one lie, aren't you tired of having to think of lies? Can't you just fucking be someone with a heart, someone who fucking has emotions, i doubt you have any, anyway. If i have the opportunity, i'ld definitely give you ONE TIGHT SLAP on your face, wait... like you'ld ever wake up, i just hope you will get knock down by a lorry. I'm never ever gonna be soft heart towards you anymore, i'm never gonna fucking trust you anymore. I'm gonna delete you from my contacts, and i'll never ever talk to you anymore. THIS IS THE END, I HAD ENOUGH.
All those i love you, i'll never do it again etcetc THEY ARE ALL LIES.
You really need some slaps from those people whom you've cheated.
Sun, 08/09/2009 - 8:42AM by jcxy
I hate you, really.
I hate all those lies. I hate lies that people always tell me.
Why must all of you tell me lies? Can't you just friggin tell the truth.
Don't act like somebody whom you're not, you know you're not and i'll know that you're not. I hate you!
When will people learn to tell the truth? Is it really that tough?
If you're gonna tell me you lied cause you didn't want to hurt me, i can only tell you that now i know you've been lying all these while, it hurts even more.
Stop putting on that fucking mask and be yourself.
- supposedly day out w Janice, Evelyn and Jh
- turned out to be day out with Janice, Evelyn, Zohri, Zaki, Hakim, Joseph, (unknown)
- how cool can that be
- reflections time now
- i hate people who lie to me, betray my trust. if you're one of them, kindly fuck out of my life tyvm, i won't wanna know someone who's gonna hurt me sooner or later with their lies.
Sat, 08/08/2009 - 4:01AM by jcxy
Yesterday was cross country and after that went out w Charlyn and Jieyi.
Went to Charlyn's house to bathe first w Jieyi, J, H, and A. Then headed to Katong for singing session (:
After the guys left we had bitching session (: not exactly, it was more of a heart to heart talk, i got everything off my heart and i definitely felt better. Thanks babes :D
Lets go out soon another time together and bitch! xD
All of us definitely matured alot, all of us changed. You cannot imagine how childish we were one year ago man, shouting and attitude each other. 'm glad we're no longer like this (:
I totally regret br***ing up w L the other time, it was totally on impulse and i was so not mature at that point of time. I'm sorry if i had hurt you ):
I went Tampines today and saw Jx at Century Square, been a long time since i last saw him man O: i'm gonna ask him out soon! hahaha :/
Homed around 4 plus, i'm veryvery tired and i've no idea why. I actually fell asleep when my cousins were talking to me in my room last night -.-
I'm so tired of lies.
I wonder how some people can tell lies as though they were the truth.
I hate it when i trust someone and that person end up deceiving me.
It is just so difficult to know who's the one telling the truth and who's the one lying. This sucks, totally.
Thu, 08/06/2009 - 7:30AM by jcxy
i shan't elaborate what happened today, overall its more bad than good.
one thing i'm glad bout myself is, i went to school today, even though i was damn reluctant to do so (: i would have skipped if it was the old me.
ohwell, i went out w J,C, S, H, S today. totally not planned, it was kinda last minute.
i just reached home not long ago, and i'm damn friggin tired, i have to wake up earlier tomorrow cause its cross country, i'm gonna sleep soon :D
I have to keep telling myself not to be soft hearted and not to be cheated by you again.
